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The front door to Nicholas’ house
squeaked open as Jayda shuffled onto the porch, the familiar cool, night
air chilling her skin. She stopped upon seeing the back of Lori as she
sat on the steps, one hand holding tiny gravel from the road and the
other tossing them away one at a time.
At his desk in his study, Nicholas
sat forward in his chair, elbows propped up, eyes closed and fingers
rubbing his temples. The shattered tracking device, now in the wastebasket,
still continued to scream at him. How could he have been so easily compromised
by money? Normal procedure had him removing the cash and placing it
in his own bag, but years of a clean track record left him too comfortable.
And with anything threatening him as a result, it was his fault.
The woods were once a place where
Nicholas loved to visit. His favorite time centered around the fall
when the bucks were crowned with their seasonal weapons. Taken down
the largest and strongest was something he strived for each year, sometimes
landing six before the first snowfall. He was careful not to hunt close
to home. He had to protect the local population as well as his whereabouts.
But there had been a few close calls in the past.



“I thought you
left,” said Jayda, moving to the porch’s railing.
“Believe me,
I wanted to,” Lori huffed, then sighed. “But a promise is a promise,
right?”
“Thank you.”
“Don’t thank
me. It was Arden who talked me in to staying. But the walk was a good
thing—gave me a chance to clear my head and weigh some things.”
Lori tossed a piece of gravel onto the driveway. “You’ve been keeping
your distance from me. Why?”
“I didn’t
realize I was.”
“So Nick told
you about me.”
Jayda leaned against
the railing, her weight on her forearms. “A little. Is it true?”
“That I was
the first person to ever run away from the circus?”
“The truth.”
Lori read the
irritability in her voice and eased up on her sarcasm. “If you knew
the life I ran away from, then you would know what I said was true.”
Another pebble left her hand and bounced over the driveway and into
the grass. “What do you want to do with your life?”
“I don’t know.”
“Any dreams
or goals?”
Jayda shrugged
as she replied, “It doesn’t matter what I do. I can’t escape what’s
going to happen to me.”
Lori stopped throwing
the pebbles to look at her. “What have you seen?”
“My death,”
she said, forcing a laugh.
“How?”
Looking away,
Jayda’s mind flirted around the knowledge she once saw. “When they
came into the cave, I knew my death would be soon and at the hands of
a vampire. But Arden let me live.”
“Did you see
the vampire in your vision?”
“There was no
vision, only the truth. They always come true. The end result
can never be changed.”
“And you’re
certain it was a vampire? Male or female?”
“All I know
is that I die at the hands of something older than I can comprehend.
I can feel my blood leaving me and my heart slowing. But this thing
believes it’s for the best. And that’s it.”
Something older
than she can comprehend? Lori retraced the small hints she gathered
from Arden, and even her own plans once she discovered Jayda’s talent.
This wasn’t a permanent death she was led to believe. She had seen
the end of her human life and the beginning of her life as a vampire.
This thing she saw could be Gysai.
Lori decided to
change her tactics, an attempt to soften the fear she may have on the
night of her “death.”
“You know how
some people talk bad about their mother-in-laws?” She gave a relaxed
grin. “Mine isn’t so bad—a little testy around the edges, but
who isn’t? You should meet her. She can explain more about your gift
than anyone else.”
“You’re married?”
“Yeah. I can’t
recall how many years we’ve been married, but it feels like forever
and a century. I may pay him a visit after things settle down here.
It’s been a long time since I’ve seen him.”
“Is he human?”
Lori laughed.
“Not since the Romans worshipped their stolen gods.”
“How old are
you?”
“You’re not
suppose to ask a girl that question,” she coyly avoided.
Jayda hung her
head. “Sorry.”
“I look like
I’m in my twenties, right? That’s all I need to know and that’s
all anyone needs to know.”
Finally looking
at her once more, Jayda asked, “People like me… What can they do?”
Lori returned
to tossing the gravel in her hand. “Some can read thoughts by eye
contact alone, while some need to hear them speak. A rare few can even
gain glimpses of the future. And the strongest can control weak minded
creatures. Now that one, though one of the rarest, has found a home
in vampire folklore for centuries. Gysai prizes all of these oddities—almost
worships them for their talents.”
“Why were you
going to leave tonight?”
“There is a
group out there who searches for test subjects, like rats to a scientist.
They bring in werewolves and vampires, even a few like me. They perform
tests and try to find ways to control them. I spent the next five years
enduring their tests, and this group now has its eyes on Nick and Arden.
I wasn’t going to interfere that night. I needed to know if a certain
someone would be there. But Arden found me and I was forced to change
my plans.”
“Who were you
looking for?”
“We are all
forced to do things for survival. But when we are cornered by their
selfish reasons, that’s when it crosses the line in my book.” She
let out a painful laugh. “I’m the biggest hypocrite in the world,
actually.” Dropping all of the gravel to the ground, she dusted off
her hands and leaned back, her eyes on the black sky.
“How are you
a hypocrite?”
“Let’s just
say that I hate it when the tables are turned.”
“Are you going
to keep your promise to me?”
“If we’re
still alive by then, yeah. Promise will be kept.” Lori heard Jayda’s
light footsteps as she walked back into the house, gently closing the
door behind her. She was thankful that the girl’s annoying questions
were over but the lack of intuition left her wishing for her own mental
gifts.
“What do you
want?” said Nicholas, sensing he was no longer alone.
Arden stepped
further into the room and stood before his desk. “She came back.”
He sighed as he
dropped his hands to the desk. “You should’ve let her go.”
“How do you
know I went after her?”
“She wouldn’t
have come back if you didn’t.”
“If she is right,
they will come for us.”
“Or not,”
Nicholas muttered.
“Prepare for
all possibilities.”
“I don’t care
anymore.”
Arden tilted his
head at him, eyes narrowing. “You have been playing human too long.
Go into the woods and stay till dawn.”
“I’m fine.”
“Allowing your
fur to be seen only on a job or by the pull of the moon is not the life
of a true pureblood. You are poisoning yourself with worry.”
“Leave,” said
Nicholas as he returned his hands to his head, this time rubbing his
forehead.
“It is affecting
your judgment.”
“I said leave.”
Arden slammed
his hands on the desk, the loud thud piercing Nicholas’ self-loathing
demeanor. The werewolf stared up at him, eyes widened by the unexpected
outburst.
“I am here by
my own choosing,” Arden reminded, his words sharp and unforgiving.
“I am here to protect you. Follow my orders or I will leave you to
your own destruction.”
Nicholas dared
not to blink, fearful that the vampire would use the moment to take
hold of him. “All right,” he whispered. “You win.”
Arden stepped
back to stand before the desk. “Till dawn,” he ordered.
Nodding, Nicholas
agreed. “Dawn it is.”
The last hunter
Nicholas surprised was the last time he went on a hunt. As he went for
the kill, he failed to sense the human yards away. The hunter saw the
massive creature attack the prized buck, and in the moment between awe
and bewilderment, the hunter took aim and fired at the beast. The bullet
from the .308 rifle drew Nicholas’ attention as it struck him in the
back, entering his left lung before exiting his chest. He faced the
hunter, growling through his clamped jaws around the deer’s neck.
Enough blood pooled in his lung to labor his breathing. But as he stood
his ground against the hunter, the bullet wound healed and his body
began the task of removing the escaped blood. The hunter lowered his
weapon as he saw the creature release the dying buck onto the ground,
followed by the blood smothering his lung. A roar, mixed with a wheezing
cough, continued to leave him, taking with it the last of the blood.
He looked at the hunter once more and rose to his feet, snorting at
him. As he saw the hunter readying for another shot, Nicholas dropped
back to all fours and snarled at the human, ears flat and head still
as he slowly moved toward him. Killing the human wasn’t in his plan,
but it was an idea he entertained.
With another shot
hitting him in the shoulder, inches from his head, Nicholas rushed for
the hunter, knocking him back before jostling him around. He kept his
claws and teeth from dealing any serious harm. His plan was to frighten
the human into running, but the stubborn guy took more than a display
of teeth to incite any real fear. After a few seconds under the barrage
of this beast, the hunter broke free and ran, thanking God that he would
live to tell his tale.
And the tale did
spread like Nicholas had feared. But the story told of a bear-like creature,
which soon became a story about a bear altogether. Though years had
passed since the incident, the urban legend about the invincible bear
continued to flourish around the southeastern towns of Oregon.
This night, however,
was neither a time for hunting nor running. Nicholas abided by Arden’s
request to stay in the woods until dawn, but he refused to call upon
his fur. He sat by a tree miles away from his home and dozed off. This
was all the relaxation he wanted. Arden’s worry, as misplaced as it
seemed, was one he humored. He was the only one in the world that appeared
to give a damn about this worthless rogue.
Even though Nicholas
cared little about himself, he began to care about someone else. The
poor girl, stolen away from her own messed up life, and forced into
another by the chains of greed. He almost felt guilty for letting her
live. If he had done his job regardless of Arden’s order, then she
would’ve been put out of her misery. But now, under the veil of a
second chance, he felt guilty for even entertaining the idea. Any which
was he tackled his thoughts regarding her, he was thankful he followed
Arden’s order.
As the dark blue
of the sky gave way to a paler shade, Nicholas left the tree for the
comfort of his bed. Throwing himself onto his mattress, sleep came to
him easier here than in the woods. Arden may have been right. He was
acting too human. But being human wasn’t all bad. It offered a simpler
life, one Nicholas was beginning to yearn for.


