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K eeping
busy was the remedy Pax had chosen in order to deal with his time back
at Eden. He sat within the arsenal room and occupied himself with the
many weapons that needed cleaning. As he sat on the stool by the workbench,
classical music coming from the CD player, he hoped that working on
anything would also help ease his worry. The talk with Alex did little
to squash those thoughts. In fact, he believed it worsened his unpleasant
mood. He blamed it on Alex’s silence. The man stared at him as he
went over the details, not once interrupting. And when Pax finished,
he gave no reassurance or caring gesture.
“Well that was
a waste,” Riff said as she fell onto Jake’s bed.
Across the hall,
Danielle tried to take an afternoon nap. Though her body was tired,
her mind refused to let her sleep. From the silliest of ideas like finding
a swimming pool filled with butterscotch pudding, to a small fish being
eaten by a larger fish and that fish being eaten by a much larger fish,
sleep seemed like an unreachable goal. Then her mind replayed the most
recent events. She wanted to shake the images from her head, but they
returned each time, added with the new feelings they invoked. Blindly,
she placed a hand to her neck, remembering the bite and the sensation
of his body against hers.


Just
a few more weeks, he kept reminding himself, and I’m outta
here.
Pax
heard the sound of hard soled shoes coming down the hall. He knew that
no hunter within the Estate or SEVEN wore such shoes. The confidence
within the owner’s strides left him with two guesses. As the footsteps
entered the arsenal room, Pax glanced up to see he was right. Riff Kenrick,
the trigger happy daughter of Anthony, the man who held the gun to his
head that lovely autumn day.
Returning
to his work, Pax deliberately chose not to greet her. He heard those
boots of her clank on the hard floor as she strolled around the room,
showing a fake interest in the weapons sealed behind the chain-linked
cases. The sound of her shoes stopped at his side.
She
allowed a minute to pass before speaking.
“We’ve
never had the time to talk,” she began, leaning against the workbench.
Pax
continued to ignore her.
“I
can understand why you don’t like us. But I’m not like the rest
of my family.”
With
the gun cleaned, Pax began to reassemble it, still choosing not to answer
her.
“I
did some light researching before we left. Your mother was my father’s
sister. She was the oldest of three: Catherine, Anthony, and Helen.
I don’t remember her. And why should I? She was already gone before
I was born.”
Pax
picked up a new gun to clean.
Riff
watched him for a moment then spoke. “Even though Redthorn refuses
to acknowledge you, I still consider you family.”
“That’s
funny,” Pax replied, “cause I don’t.”
“And
I also know that you’re straight. I’ve seen how you’ve looked
at Leigh.”
“I
have no interest in Leigh,” he said.
Riff
shrugged. “That would mean there’s someone else.”
Pax
stopped what he was doing to swivel in his chair, finally facing her.
“You can drop the ‘kiss and make up’ act. I know you don’t like
me and I’m certain I don’t like you. This little attempt
to buddy up to me isn’t going to work. So run along and report this
failure to your mummy and daddy.” He turned back around and continued
working.
Taken
aback, Riff crossed her arms. “Wow. You are the most insatiable person
I have ever met. I was trying to be sincere. We are half a world away
from my family, and I allowed myself to drop my guard. Forget I even
extended a caring hand.” Disgusted, she marched out of the room.
The
fading sound of her boots sent a wave of relief over Pax. He responded
to her “sincere” speech, his voice echoing in the room, “Blah,
blah, blah.”
Pax
knew better than to fall for their attempts to make friends with him.
He was an outcast, a loose end that fell through the cracks of Cassius
Law. Gay or straight, they wouldn’t let him live. Sexuality had nothing
to do with it. An abomination was an abomination.
Jake
sat at the desk, typing at his laptop. “Paxton?”
“Yeah.
He’s a tough one to crack.”
“I
told you not to try.”
Riff
sighed, not wanting to admit defeat. “The thing is, he’s too smart
for his own good.”
Jake
let a laugh escape. “What do you expect? He’s family.”
“But
he saw through everything!”
“Just
keep at it. He’ll yield eventually.”
She
didn’t like how simple Jake made it out to be. “I don’t think
he will. He’ll never be fooled.”
“There’s
always the other one, Jonathan,” Jake calmly reminded. “We’ll
find a foothold somewhere.”
Riff
rolled over and screamed into the pillow. “My God, this place is so
boring!”
“Why
do you think they sent us instead of coming themselves?”
She
lifted her head as an interesting thought came to her. “Maybe they’ll
have another massacre here.”
Jake
entertained the idea, as well. “We can only hope.”
“Stop
it…”
she whispered to herself. Stop.
Danielle
opened her eyes and glanced around her darkened room. The curtains were
drawn to help her sleep, but it had no affect. Her mind was too chaotic
to rest. Exhaling in aggravation, she pulled herself from the bed and
headed in to the bathroom. A bath seemed like the perfect solution in
order to relax. As the water ran, she grabbed a change of clothes and
a towel. Unlike her bathroom at home, she had no access to the finer
things—no bath oils or fragrances, only the essentials. And after
six months, Danielle was beginning to yearn for those pampering accessories.
They would make the relaxing process much more easier to slip into.
As she
settled in the bath, the hot water encased her body like the heat of
a summer day. She imagined herself floating in a sea of warm honey,
with every twitch of a finger and slightest movement slowing to a crawl.
And as her mind seemed to reach this one point, she began to think of
that night and him.
The
same images returned, the scene skewing this time to reflect a different
state of mine. This wasn’t fear she thought she felt, this was something
dangerous. The vision of him bended into what her subconscious called
out for. Through her closed eyes, Danielle could see him before her,
lips moving over her chest and meeting hers in a kiss that sent the
rest of her body to burn with excitement. The vision, real enough to
awaken everything within her, blurred the lines of imagination. To her,
she could feel his hands over her body, his own hunger for her just
as strong.
Danielle
welcomed him, the weight of his body becoming lost within the water.
She felt his mouth on her neck, the same place he tasted her before,
and then the pressure of his teeth against her skin. As his teeth broke
through, his body descended upon her further, the rush of this act causing
her to gasp.
Danielle’s
eyes flew open. She withdrew her hand. What was she doing? Her rational
mind sprang into action, scolding every part of her for being so naive.
I can’t believe what you were doing!
She bit her lower lip and stared at the water’s surface. Half of her
wanted to continue the fantasy, but the other half…
“Idiot,”
Danielle whispered. “Getting your rocks off with a…” She couldn’t even finish the sentence.
“I definitely need to get out of here.”
She
took a deep breath and slid under the water, hoping to wash the thoughts
from her completely. To even entertain those ideas felt as though she
was betraying everything she stood for.
Danielle
emerged, the rinse doing little to ease the phantom hands from her body.
She wanted to burn them away, to squash them, to cut them, anything
to set her mind right. Her eyes landed on the white and yellow razor.
Inspecting the plastic surrounding the blades, she twisted the edges.
The plastic snapped. Carefully, Danielle removed the two blades, setting
the broken plastic to the side. She stared at the grey, thin metal.
These little things held the gift of a clearer mind. Choosing one of
the razors, she placed the other next to the broken pieces. Tiny
cuts…
cut it away…
cut out these thoughts…
She
bent her knee, raising her thigh out of the water, and pressed the razor
to her skin. In a slow, deliberate motion, she opened her skin. The
blood ran down to mingle in the water like wisps of bright red hair.
She felt the pain left by the razor, and it was the only thing she could
think about. Her solution worked. She pressed the blade into her skin
once more, this cut going further and deeper. The pain was stronger.
No more pesky images found her. The sight of the blood leaving her skin
and entering the water fascinated her more.
But
Jake was right. She had to kill him. This was his doing. He infected
her mind. She would never break Cassius Law intentionally. For these
images to stop, she had to do what she was meant for.
Danielle’s
mind was set. She would be the one to kill David.



